Birthday Baby!!!

June 11th... "Happy Birthday Dear"... just received an ecard from my mother and few other friends wishing me on my err.. Birthday. As I kid I eagerly looked forward for my birthday and ever felt the sense of excitement revolving around my birthday. Today I feel a certain void may be because I am pushing towards thirty or may be I haven't reached my career goals or may I am just being my usual moody self. My husband tried hard to convince me that I am better off than most people on professional and personal stands but there is something that is resonating in my mind. Cake cutting and celebration seem kinda absurd now. I feel a birthday should gauge how close a person has got to his goals. I know I am too young for this talk but as always I like to wear my heart on my sleeve.